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thats it..what do u expect from the story?Nothing still exists there anymore…its gone..

"u will never realize till its over..u will not understand till i left .."

gue lagi suka banget lagu ini nieh..frozen by madonna..keren banget..dan tepatnya lagi menggambarkan suasana hati gue saat ini..kayanya berasa gue uda ancur banget berkeping2..cuman gara2 satu hal..hal penting..yg sebenernya ga perlu terjadi..tp udah telat..i just realized..i have ruined my whole plan..sudahlah..nvm..i open my new page..the beginning of my new story..

well..walau bagaimanapun..gue udah merasa puas,ngerasa bangga dgn apa yg uda gue lakuin..walau pada akhirnya gagal..gue masi bisa terima kok..mungkin ini sudah destinynya begini..gue sempet hopeless..merasa tolol banget saat ituh..but..now..gue berusaha tuk berdiri lagi dr pecahan2 lembaran hidup gue yg terakir…ga perlu gue lanjutin lagi..

Lagian uda ga penting lagi gue buat kecewa,waktu gue udah abis..

gue cuman mau bilang"….bertahanlah…selalu yg terbaik buat kalian..thanks for everything..and don’t look for me from now on…"

Jury was over!!hoop hoop huurrayy…i celebrated it..LOL..But surprisingly,i got one rumour..its not kind of rumour actually..but i just did happen..about the thing..i was shocked..how could she..??

Oh no!What the..??!!i hope i can speak japanese or another language in this blog.so ppl won’t understand what im saying here..bah!..ok..i won’t tell u here,but i will put my blog on my MTV club ..i just applied  the membership by yesterday..aha!u bet..but i really deserve to "menuangkan" all the shits on my mind,though..!!*grin*

By the way.i were really enjoying my time with yessi today..we went to Plaza Sing, just to hang out and watched movie[Underworld Evolution]..its great movie..comparing with Van Helsing,Underworld is still have good rank ..i think..

no more to say-ayumi hamasaki..

to be continued on mtv blog!